The Search for Solid Ground

This is the Dawning of the Rest of our Lives...

Sometimes I get so caught up in my little life that I forget about everything else in this world. I forget to care about others, or try to understand them. On the other hand sometimes I have a tendency to get too involved. Here lies my struggle to find the balance. And another war I'm losing is one with myself. I want 1 thing but I just seem to fail horribly at getting it. Not because I don't have the ability but because I lack the self-discipline and sometimes I wonder if it really is my desire. The truth is... I don't know what I want, and that makes it difficult to get it. Also I lack money, and do not want a job. I could get a job, and I probably should, but I really don't want to so I never seem to make any effort to. Man, I'm hungry. But there are other desires that I know that I want, but I don't really know how to approach it. Today will be a good day for me to get organized and make some sense in my life. Hopefully I'll "wake up" and get a grip on things. I'm not really what i'd call falling, but maybe sinking. I need to get back on solid ground. Clayton is gone for the weekend. WOOT WOOT!. What, he doesn't read this. Hmm... well I must get something to eat. I'm starving. What's everybody doing over fall break? I'm going to go to Chad's party for AP tonight. I guess I'm going to mostly study. I've got nothing better to do, than just a self-analysis. Later!!! Post something people!