LONG TIME

Wow, it's been almost 3 months since my last post and sooo much has happened. I have graduated now. That is one of those things that just never seem like it's actually happening. You watch the people go up there and everything, but it seems to big and to important for it to be real. Am I really about to graduate, get my High School Diploma. This thing I've strived for for over 12 years? It's just weird. What else, what else? I went to prom. That was interesting. My date was very uncomfortable the entire time. I think half of it, she didn't wnat to be comfortable (which I don't understand) and the other half was because she didn't know anybody or anything. It would have made anybody a little bit uncomfortable. Plus she's a very independent woman which makes me feel awkward if I try to help her walk with her high heels on, she sorta pushes me away (Ouch). I mean even feminists like guys to hold the door open. That was awkward. Anyways, despite everything I think she did have some fun there toward the end. I think she hates to be seen with me though. Poor David!! OO, I went to Chicago. That was a grand thing. I love Chicago. It's such a pretty city. So much wonderful architecture. I had some of the best food at Benningans or something like that, which I think is a chain because apparently there is one in WV. I thought maybe it was just a nice restaurant in downtown Chicago, because it was, but I guess it's all over. WOOT! What else. My parents, in fact my whole family but me and my sister are going on vacation to some really nice beach house. GRRR! I'm going to King's Island this weekend though. And I'm also going to Europe for two weeks, so beat that. My mom always finds a way to do the same thing though. I got a distinguished on my portfolio which made me exempt from Finals....WHOOHOO! I don't know what I would have done since Mrs. Stacy lost my Calc final and theres no possible way I could have passed the Physics Final! I was exempt from midterms too. It's so great... And now I'm out for good. Except I've still gone back quite a few times since. I've been getting recommendation letters. You really have to stay after these teachers. LOL! Hmm...there is a lot of personal stuff I should vent about, but even though there is only about 5 ppl whoever check this smoothie shop I still don't feel comfortable sharing it right now. I guess that I'll just think about! Umm, what else to say. I'm so lonely. Although right now it doesn't bother me. I want a girlfriend, but I've enver gone for the ones who go for me because yes I'd have a girlfriend but no I don't think I'd enjoy it much. I mean what's the point of having something if you don't want it. But maybe I'll give them a chance. Well, that really depends. I've got one in mind so that works, but all the others I can think of would drive me insane (and thats bad)! Things are so complicated though. I can never date the girl I want. GAH! Where is the easy button when I need it! Peace Out! (I'm so black)! OOK OK, adios. Is that better? I know I'm not spanish, but I say that a lot so just deal with it!